Two years of anger, frustration, sadness, introspection, and growth have formed this album into what it is now: a deafening explosion of catharsis.
So much has happened over these past couple years that I won't go into fully, but God it's been increasingly rough. Everything from financial and job stresses, to the multiple attempts of trying to move out that have gone nowhere. Despite all of this, there's been growth among the pain, and I feel a hell of a lot more in control of myself. Maybe that's just the process of adulthood, I dunno.
One thing's for certain though, this is definitely my loudest, most pissed album to date. Inspired by a lot of rock/metal I was surrounded with as a kid (that I only just started really diving into recently), I wanted to make the kind of album I would've been both intrigued and a little intimidated by in that time.
Hopefully this album provides the same catharsis to you listening as it did when I was making it.